Thursday, February 20, 2014
Coffee Cat
Friday, August 23, 2013
Let me paint a water colour of Your love
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
From everlasting to everlasting, You are love
Sunday, September 09, 2012
When you say you love me
Wednesday, April 06, 2011
Today a friend told me that I reminded her of Rapunzel from Tangled, this was a good moment of my day. At our wedding reception we will have paper lanterns.
I love dancing, yes we will have dancing after the wedding
My love is leaving for the weekend, and then, when he returns, it will be less than a month before he leaves for three months.
In these months I will be taking classes, and praying dearly to be patient.
Saturday, March 05, 2011

http://rsjames.com/music/
I am excited to say that Miss Rebecca St. James is engaged (at age 33)
and
so am I, on January 29th, wow, can God have a better way with things than this?! Rebecca has been an inspiration to my life and walk with the Lord, and we are engaged the same year!
What a year this has become and will be.
I expect God to do miraculous things this year, I anticipate wonders to occur. Right now I must learn to sit and wait in patience before my Father above who loves me, and understand how He desires to be with me always. I pray for a bridal affection for Jesus Christ.
I want to share my time with young women who need to feel that TRUE LOVE of Christ, so that they will be filled with His living water. "Where can you get this living water?"...said the woman at the well, and Jesus said, "whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life." I long to share the fullness of Christ with women around me, those who are hurting, empty, and so lovely to Jesus!
If you are reading my words and want to understand this that I speak of, please ask God to show Himself to you, He is faithful and has marvelous plans for your life. I am here for you if you need to speak with someone, but Jesus is always there for you, He has ALWAYS been there for me. I mean this with all the life within my body. He is the only way.
I praise God for my future marriage, all that we will do together for God's glory. Without His blessing we would never be together, but we have been brought together for a purpose, a purpose I cannot fully see now, but trust the Father with. Where ever we travel, where ever we live, walk and speak I pray that our marriage will be a picture of Christ's love for the church and a image of true purity to our generation.
On December 17, 2011 I will be wed to my beloved on earth. Right now I am being prepared as Esther was for the King. March 17, 2011 will be the 9 month countdown to the wedding day. This will be the only 9 month period I will have to wait outside of marriage, the next time I will be waiting that long will be when I am with child-a few years from now. This day is also St. Patrick's Day, and Rebecca St. James will be in Alabama performing at a Pro-life concert. :)
Attending University has been a challenge, and a true blessing. I just finished my first school observation, and loved all the children too much. One little girl hugged me goodbye and said "I wish you could be my mommy" this touched my heart, and I am certain I am meant to be a teacher. Traveling to classes every morning is an adventure, over the river to another state. The feeling of being where I am meant to be is momentous.
Last Friday I tried on my first wedding dress, it was one of my best friend's (who is also named Rebecca) and it fit perfectly, she was the same weight I am now. This next weekend I will be going to Atlanta with my mother and sister to have a wedding dress adventure. I will not be buying my wedding dress though, I am getting it made. This past week I looked at fabric, and spoke to my seamstress. The dress is important to me but I have never planned or thought of a dress before now. Girls tend to plan their wedding years before, but I never did that. This idea is all new to me. An adventure that continues to inspire me to be a Proverbs 31 woman.
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Future

The Art of Worship
Subject matter of frescos and canvases were for the majority scriptural based. The Eastern Church was known for its icons of faith within and outside the buildings. Artisans crafted depictions of the Christ, saints, and Old Testament prophets. Churches from the Byzantine period show the tremendous amount of attention that was given to each house of worship. Under the previous Roman regime pagan worship brought about many notable artifacts and treasures of the art world; this new Byzantine artwork seemed to spread to all territories and bring a resulting peace among the peoples. In the second period, 961 A.D,
Before the edict of
At the ending of the Byzantine empire “craftsmen were still employed in virtually every corner of the civilized world; only in this way can we explain the mosaics of Kiev, of Venice and of Sicily, the wall paintings of the Balkans, of Russia and of Cyprus” (Rice 9). Unique pieced between the ages,

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Mowgli of the Jungle
There in the cave, sleeping next to his brothers, lies the man cub. Taught the ways of the jungle, this boy becomes a member of the wolf pack. Mowgli embodies the struggles within man between the life of the forest and the life of community. The boy, having no contact with his race, takes on the traits of beats while his heart is filled with emotions he cannot explain. When he does learn the ways of man, he sees their error and cannot live among them. Rudyard Kipling’s Jungle Book displays Mowgli as a dual character caught between two worlds.
Snatched from the paws of Sher Khan, the tiger, the man cub resists in the jungle kept safe by the pack. His name means ‘frog’ and originates from his long legs and feisty movement. He is kept alive by the efforts of Baloo, the bear, and Bagerra, the black panther. Bagherra seals Mowgli’s home in the jungle when he gives a bull in payment to the pack council. The man cub is accepted and ignorantly goes bout his life, protected. Mowgli “would have called himself a wolf if he had been able to speak in any human tongue” (26). He grew and the wolves became ashamed of themselves due to the wisdom they saw in his eyes. They plotted to kill him and his wolf father, Akela. They knew he was a threat to them, not in physical strength but in strength of mind. At Council rock, the pack declares he must leave. They intend to kill him but because of Bagherra, Mowgli has fire to save his life. Mowgli declares, “the jungle is shut to me, and I must forget your talk and companionship” (39). Out of the entire pack, only a few wolves remain loyal to Mowgli’s friendship.
Escaping to a village some ways outside of his territory, Mowgli looks for acceptance. He had once before sought out a race to call his own in the Monkey Kingdom. To the boy, the monkeys stood up and moved about more like him than any other animal. Baloo told him that the monkeys were the disgrace of the jungle and that he must never associate with them. This second attempt to find a true home taught him yet another lesson. There, within the village, he is schooled in language, work skills, and currency. The only human whom he admires is a mother who takes him in because her son was taken by Sher Khan. Trouble starts when he sits in the village council and hears of their vows of his previous home. To them, the land beyond their huts is mystical and dangerous. Mowgli scoffs them for their suggestions and is, in turn, challenged to bring in the skin of Sher Khan. His knowledge of both worlds causes him to feel out of place in whatever task he undertakes. With his cunning, he plans his exit of their society, on that perceives to strangle him.
Herding the buffalo, the boy conspires with his brother wolf on the death of Sher Khan. His whole life, Mowgli has been threatened by the tiger. Sher Khan hates him because of the limp he acquired during the attack his parents. Campfire scared his reputation in the jungle and caused him to seek revenge on the child. Mowgli was destined to kill the tiger from birth when mother wolf said, “he shall not be killed. He shall live to run with the Pack and hunt with the Pack; and in the end…he shall hunt thee!” (12-13). Aided by the stock of men and his jungle wisdom, Mowgli stampedes the buffalo on a full bellied Sher Khan; ending the terror he had spread in the village. Mowgli skins the tiger, brings it to the council rock, an once again shows to his pack that he has moved on from that life.
Kipling is notorious for blending two worlds of opposite character madly into one. His British heritage flows into that of the wild Indian folklore. The conflict is seen clearly in Mowgli’s life. His struggle is between two worlds he and knows that ultimately he will not side with either one. In Mowgli’s song, he says, “‘the Man Pack have cast me out. Why? Wolf Pack, ye have cast me out too. The jungle is shut to me and the village gates are shut’” (131). This children’s story transcends into historical truths that show man’s inner desire for acceptance. Mowgli sings, “These who things fight together inside of me as snakes flight in the spring. The water comes out of my eyes; yet I laugh while it falls” (131).

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Take time to think
Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love;where there is injury, pardon;where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light;and where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love;for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
Amen.
st. francis of assisi - 13th century

Tuesday, October 07, 2008
"Early Morning Hours" Sarah BrendelReading "A Simple Path"-Mother Teresa
heart clenching quotes -"Every act of love is a prayer"
"In the west we have a tendency to be profit-oriented, where eveything is measured according to the results and we get caught up in being more and more active to generte results. In the East-especially in India-I find that people are more content to just be, to just sit around under a banyan tree for half a day chatting to each other. We Westerners would probably call this wasting time. But there is value to it. Being with someone, listening without a clock and without anticipation of results, teaches us about love. The sucess of love is in the loving-it is not in the result of loving."
I saw Fireproof last night and was blown away that in this time of warring over the purity of marriage God brings about this movie to add to the movements that are going on in the spirit realm ! It is full of scripture, and defines a Godly marriage, hallelujah! -I pray blessings on the film crew and actors involved.
Pray for Lou, pray for all the leaders in the Godly movement against the Jezebel spirit, pray that pastors would join together and unite His bride! Pray for the Call San Diego, for the ELECTION, pray for Bolivia, pray for Africa, for India, the world, God hears your cries!
I recieved and email tonight informing me that Kannan, my child, my friend, 8 years old in India, is no longer supported by my funds, or recieving my letters, his family has moved away. Where they are I do not know, I was upset to think that it was all over so suddenly, and that he was taken from my care. But then I realized that if not for this time I had with him, knowing he existed then I would'nt be able to pray for him as long as I lived, and maybe I will not be able to see him as I wished to so much, in this world, but I pray we live together in the coming Kingdom! Please pray his family, small and broken would be very open to God's will and that in their faith they'd be protected with boldness surrounding them.
In this new Jewish year let us gather as the body, pray for the war, pray for Israel, this Thursday is Yom Kippur, a day of intense fasting, focus in and send arrows directed fatality at the enemy's lies.
Shana Tova, Shalom
"The Hiding Place"-Corrie Ten Boom
*before being released from solitary confidement
"More time passed. I kept my eyes on the ant hole, hoping for a last visit from my small friends, but they did not appear. Probably I had frightened them by my early dashing about. I reached into the pillowcase, took out one cracker, and crumbled it about the little crack. No ants. They were staying safely hidden. And suddenly I realized this too was a message, a last wordless communication among neighbors. For I, too, had a hiding place when things were bad. Jesus was this place, the Rock cleft for me. "- this along with the other hiding place where the Jews were in (within the secret room) show a picture of complete dependance upon Him who hides you, who can keep you from harm, and lead the enemy into confusion, the Lord protects His loved ones.
8th of Tishrei, 5769 Let us see YOUR Glory, have Mercy on this nation.
Sunday, August 31, 2008

Expect to see results in the U.S., Australia, and Israel, where the joint team has set up eco-architecture projects to create civic amenities, including playgrounds, hospital benches, street lamps, and gates. Instead of shaping trees grown in soil and water to form these structures, the team will grow trees in the air, to create malleable "soft roots." This patented engineering technique will make it easier to build larger structures. How large? Possibly as big as an entire house. According to Plantware, it will be about a decade, though, before the first prototype of this green home appears. As we all know, trees don't just grow overnight. "
Sunday, April 27, 2008
I am a Jew. Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, senses, affections, passions? fed with theJehoram - "yah is high"
same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same
diseases, healed by the same means, warmed and cooled by the same
winter and summer, as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not
bleed? if you tickle us, do we not laugh? if you poison us, do we not die? and if you wrong us, shall we not revenge? If we are like you in the rest, we will resemble
you in that. If a Jew wrong a Christian,what is his humility?
Revenge. If a Christian wrong a Jew, what should his sufferance be
by Christian example? ...The Merchant of Venice- shakespeare
See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me.
Beauty & the Beast
" 'No, father,' said Beauty, in a resolute tone, 'you shall set out tomorrow
morning, and leave me to the care and protection of providence.'They went to
bed, and thought they should not close their eyes all night; but scarce were
they laid down, than they fell fast asleep, and Beauty dreamed, a fine lady
came, and said to her, 'I am content, Beauty, with your good will, this good
action of yours in giving up your own life to save your father's shall not go
unrewarded.' Beauty waked, and told her father her dream, and though it helped
to comfort him a little, yet he could not help crying bitterly, when he took
leave of his dear child."
Now biblical parallels can be found many places, sometimes easily, sometimes after many years of study. I find this story more than a mere fable; it’s a pure representation of restoration and love. The Beast is like man in that he was placed under a curse for his pride, he was a son of the King. Beauty is like the Son of Man who takes on her father’s sin as her own. It can be configured in a few different ways showing different angles. The sisters are like those that are vain and never see the truth. Beauty is also akin to Esther in that she, pure of heart, won the heart of the King. One last symbol that I would like to point out is that The Beast can be seen as “the Redeemer” who took on a form not of His own (prince in disguise) and suffered because he loved His Beauty so much-the church. Only when the church sees who He is, and becomes aware of the love she has for Him, can she be joined with Him. Its always encouraging that when these small realizations come up, their timing could never be better.
For the whole story http://www.pitt.edu/~dash/beauty.html
Psalm 27:4
Belle means beauty, The Beast could not live without her and was going to die, but she returned to him. He repeatedly asked for her hand in marriage but was willing to settle for her presence in his estate.
One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek. that I may
dwell in the house of the LORD all the days
of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his
temple.
ISAIAH 56!- this is a great chapterI am overwhelmed with joy in the Lord my God! For
he has dressed me with the clothing of salvation and draped me in a robe of
righteousness. I am like a bridegroom in his wedding
suit or a bride with her jewels. 11 The Sovereign Lord will show his
justice to the nations of the world. Everyone will praise
him! His righteousness will be like a garden in early
spring, with plants springing up everywhere.Isaiah 61:10-11










